Thursday, May 17, 2007

pain..not yet recover

cant eat properly..
so far i ate 3 meals in this 6 days..
all i did was drank water and milk..

i still miss him.. i feel so horrible.. i feel so sad..
im pushing him further and further away..

i love him.. i really do..
now i know it really hurts me alot that he`s gone.. its too late..
but before that i do love him very much too..
since he`s gone.. i can`t stop thinking bou him..
all the memories that we been through together is still in my mind always..

happy that i get to be with him but im very sad that it ends like this..
how i wish i could be him once more..
this time i really want to make things better and for him..
no more trouble..i knw im very demanding..im sorry.. i really do.. i will change..
i know all my mistakes.. i really do..i want to change and
i will..
i really do..
i mean it..
i love him..i love him very very much..

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