Friday, June 29, 2007

thank you

Thank You
For teaching me wrong from right and
encouraging me to keep my dreams in sight
For shouting me to not let obstacles keep me down
And for creating a smile from of my frown
For saying that you care about me
And for showing just how special love should be
For wiping my tears away when I `m feeling sad
And for calming me down when I tend to get mad
For helping others with the good that you do
And for teaching me that I should be considerate about others,too
For hugging me when I need you
And whispering into my ear "I love you"
Thank you for all that you do
I don`t know where I would be now if it weren`t for you
Thank you for letting me be yours for once before
But there are certain things that I dislike you doing it
I did not tell you nor stop you for doing it
For I don`t want to see you angry or feeling uneasy
Therefore I shall Just let it go and walkaway..
Thank you once again as i really did truly love you before..

*pls do not copy and paste...

Kisses Don`t lie by Rihanna ^^

Kisses dont
No they dont
Never dont lie
You can run if you want but you cant hide
Tellin you its the truth dont you ask why
Kisses dont
No they dont
Kisses dont lie

Emotions come and go
Almost how the wind will blow
There so little in this world to trust in
Seduce themselves with lies
Some dont realize
They call it love but its really only lustin

So you see you and me
We're gettin close to the danger zone
Show me how tell me now
Should I stay or should i go
Cause I'm caught between yes and no

Cause when you kiss me
I feel everything that I been missing
I try to slow down but my heart wont listen
And its tearin me all up inside
And when you touch me
I feel a rush but I'm afraid that it might crush me
Should I put my trust in somethin I dont trust in
I try to run but theres no place to hide
Cause baby kisses dont lie

Kisses dont
No they dont
Never dont lie
You can run if you want but you cant hide
Tellin you its the truth dont you ask why
Kisses dont
No they dont
Kisses dont lie


You whisper in my ear
But are your words sincere
Cause pretty words can cut just like a knife
You see I'm nobody's fool
I play by my own rules
So please think twice before you step into my life


So you see you and me
We're gettin close to the danger zone
Show me how tell me now
Should I stay or should i go
Cause I'm caught between yes and no

Friday, June 8, 2007

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

how much do you love me mommy? weee!

Jeremy slurped down the last of his milk from the bottom of his cereal bowl. He wiped his mouth on his sleeve and jumped down from the table. "Mommy, how much do you love me?" he asked.

"I love you more than the tallest tree and taller," she answered.

"Oh," said Jeremy, and he ran out to play. While outside, he searched for the tallest tree. He looked everywhere but couldn't find a single tree. There were some scraggly bushes, but that was all.

I think I'll swing instead, he thought. He started to swing, pumping his legs and arms as hard and fast as he could. Soon, Jeremy heard the screen door slam. His mommy was headed toward the clothesline with a basket of wet clothes. Jeremy slowed down his pumping and jumped off the swing. He ran toward his mother.

"Mommy," Jeremy asked. "How much do you love me?"

"I love you more than the highest mountain and higher," she answered.

Jeremy smiled and skipped upstairs to look out the window to find the highest mountain. But he didn't see any mountains at all, just houses that didn't seem very high at all.

During dinner, Jeremy asked once again, "How much do you love me?"

"I love you more than the brightest star and brighter," answered his mother.

Jeremy grinned as he sipped his last sip of milk.

After his bath, Jeremy searched the night sky for the brightest star. But it was raining, and there weren't any stars to be seen. There was a sudden flash of lightning, and that startled him.

Jeremy was quiet as his mother tucked him in that evening. "What's wrong?" his mother asked. "You haven't asked a single question since dinner."

"Mother," he began, "I looked outside for the tallest tree but all I saw were scraggly bushes. I looked for the highest mountain but all I could find were short houses; and I tried to find the brightest star, but all I could see was a scary bolt of lightning. If that's all that you love me, I don't think you love me at all."

Jeremy's mother stroked his blond hair as she gently kissed him on the cheek. "You sleep well tonight. Tomorrow I will show you how much I love you."

The next day, Jeremy and his mom packed a picnic lunch. They got into the car and drove and drove and drove. Soon they came upon a big sign.

"What does that sign say, Mommy?" Jeremy asked.

"It says REDWOOD NATIONAL PARK," she answered.

"Wow!" hollered Jeremy as he raced among the tallest trees he had ever seen. "These trees can almost touch the sky. You must really love me a lot." All day long, they played alongside the giant trees and ate their picnic lunch.

As night approached, Jeremy and his mom drove home a different way than Jeremy could ever remember going before. They drove a long, long time. When the sky was almost all dark, they came to a stop.

"Let's get out here a moment," Jeremy's mom said. "I want to show you how much I love you."

Jeremy's eyes widened as he looked down at the city lights.

"Where are we?" he asked.

"We are on top of the highest mountain. This is how much I love you. Look up there," his mommy said, pointing her hand towards the night sky. "Can you find the brightest star?"

The sky was full of stars dancing and twinkling. They were so bright and so close that Jeremy felt as if he could reach up and grab one.

"Mommy, they are all so bright. I could never find the brightest one."

Jeremy slept on the way back to the city. He woke again while his mother was tucking him into bed. Quickly, while she was above him, he tried to think of something taller than the tallest tree, bigger than the biggest mountain, and brighter than the brightest star. He thought and thought, but it was hard. He had slept through his usual bedtime snack, and his rumbling tummy sort of distracted him. Finally, Jeremy looked at his mother with half-opened eyes and quietly whispered, "I love you, Mommy. I love you more than the tallest tree, more than the biggest mountain, and more than the brightest star. In fact, I love you more than the tastiest peanut butter and jelly sandwich!"

His mother laughed, and Jeremy smiled and quickly fell to sleep.

Monday, June 4, 2007

Choices~

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lol

happy happy =p why ar?
Don`t want tell!
want know?
then ask lo!
must learn how to ask!
=p

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Learning to learn program

DAY 1

lol well i was kind of excited to go for the program 2day,got up at 7.30am to get everything ready well by about 8.30am me and my mum left the house..yooHOO..here i come =p
Well reach the church at 9am..
swt belum start pun..need to register and so on..so waited till about 10am the program only start...
ok..we were greeted by a guy name`Jacky`who is our facilitator! lol.. he really does look like a clown to me.. feli,may and me were sitting behind and listen to him talk crap and so on..
Rules were made and they are

BE HAPPY
SAFETY FIRST
100% PARTICIPATING..

ok so those who disobey him or break the rules have to pay the fine so basically that day a lot ppl really kena `SAMAN` a lot.I felt kinda annoyed because i don`t understand why they are using money to punish us but whenever we did something good or we gave a correct answer our money is given back to us or even more.
Lol.. but be4 he started to carry on with the activities,he said that for the 1st day and 2nd day we will hate him very very much but on the 3rd day we will love him very very much.I was like ohh ok... it depends la har..but seriously on the 3rd day.. i cried and i gave him a kiss on the cheeks when he ask (muka memang lembut) haha.. lol funny rite?well i`m not the only gal who kiss him..a lot gals also kena by this kinda punishment summore kena a lot times too so i guess u knw who u r la har...ha ha..
well we played a lot games which basically are for primary school students but its fun lol..childish game for childish ppl.. haha..
Be4 we end the program for the next day,we were divided into groups and each group has 8 person.the group members are Dylan,Felicia,May,Julian,Benny,Victor,Thomas and me. WE won a lot that day.. lol sound like gambling rite?well its not.. wanna know?
join the program and experience it urself.

DAY 2

well ya..ya..today was kinda special cos i`m getting closer and closer with my friends around lol..well i made a new friend with a boy who is 13,his name is dylan and he is short but cute =p ..He has a small body that ppl tot he was in primary but yet he has a very big mouth..He really can be in the entertaining industry..full with craps and will nvr stop talking till JAcky said he wants to kiss him lol.. well he did kiss the facilitators,he kiss both of them. Lol such a brave young boy hor or actually he mmg wan kiss them wan? haha that one we will nvr knw. He is mature well his jokes are all very sick but yet it is very effective enuf for us to knock our head on the wall.Can be annoying at times but he is just too cute to be angry with him haha..
Well for today`s program,we learn about teamwork....bla bla..
cooperative and perseverance is very important..
have to be considerate at all times cos u`re not the one who is there and playing the game..
haha and today the facilitator buat kacau called me out purposely buat malu ..
call out ask me to kiss him..AIYOOOO
I SIT WITH MY KNEES ALSO MAU CALL OUT SO its OBVIOUS call me out for ntg..
ok so... he said`either u kiss or pay rm50 fine` I was like aikz..apa ni.. didnt brought much money pun and i duwan kiss him..haha so ended feli and the gang stood up for me and sang `chee cheung fan` so as they sing jacky and me dance ..lol and then
for the rest of the day..we had lots of fun

Day3
Sob its the last day of the program..how sad..
well today we did a lot of sharing sessions..
One of it is we have to share our experience that we are truly be loved by someone..
we were divide into two groups and we have to form a circle and the facilitator will guide us.
Julian is the first one who shared.the story is about his mother and how much she loved him and care for him..Feli started to cry after hearing that and then me.. i cried the most..
Honestly i started crying is not because of the story..yes it is very touching but somehow i saw feli cry thats y it makes me wanna cry too..haha.. and i was thinking bou sumthing which make me cry even harder...the facilitator has to stop and wait for me to stop crying..sigh paiseh..
Well not everyone shared just me ,feli,may,daniel, and julian shared our story..
we really cried when we tell out..
oh ya.. i met a weirdo in this camp too.. a very weird one.. TRUST ME..I BEEN TRYING TO AVOID HIM THE WHOLE DAY FOR ASKING MY number just because i start to talk to him nicely..i really don`t know whats wrong with him..his name is`liew` sumthing age 16.. yucks.. go away boy..jie jie not interested and u are so weird!
haha..well by the end of the day, jacky ask for a kiss lol... haha i love him... he motivate me alot.. lol.. I love my facilitor..well is normal rite? haha everybody loves him.. feli and may kiss him too..even dylan lol..